FOUND SOME MORE GREAT LINKS FOR YOU TO HELP EDUCATE YOURSELF, AND IF YOU TRUST SOMEONE THAT IS STARTING TO THINK YOU ARE CRAZY, THOSE WHO LOVE YOU:
http://www.gangstalkingworld.com/Handbook/TheHiddenEvil.pdf
http://www.google.com/search?q=Neuro-Linguistic+Programming&sourceid=ie7&rls=com.microsoft:en-US&ie=utf8&oe=utf8
http://www.google.com/search?q=www.raven1.net&sourceid=ie7&rls=com.microsoft:en-US&ie=utf8&oe=utf8
10.12.2009
I have not been "doing" this, until they started doing it to me. Actually, I didn't even KNOW what to think.... that is until Marcus pointed it out to me after I came out and told him my worries. Then, finally, about 2 months ago- IT ALL MADE SENSE! Seriously, I didn't know what was going on, and merely suspected I was a little crazy, or that everyone else were just a-holes.
It starts out slow, with them getting a feel for you, your every move, pattern and likes/dislikes, tendencies, whatever. I believe they call that a "profile". Then, they get next to you, figure you out. (this happened with a series of random encounters, from strangers trying to talk to me- the kids were with me then and did see some of this- just ask Jacob about the weird Asian guy at the ice cream parlor.) This was in the very beginning of it all.
Then, they position their people near you when you happen to do what you normally do, where you normally go. They may use "brighting" tactics to sensitize you to their presence. look up the old "cointelpro" or red squad, cia papers- there are IN FACT training courses, given on (name withheld) that TEACH this type of behavior and it is making a huge comback- with funding from the gov't and the military to hunt down anyone that may presume a threat to the safety of our nation- or anyone else they want to screw with, usually outspoken individuals, whistleblowers, marginalized persons (welfare, gays/lesbos, single mothers, minorities, anyone who is outside of the "box").
You never know it, well some people never do. I didn't know it, until recently, when the things in the beginning started connecting to things in the present, i.e., crap from back then (that was used to profile me, or sensitize me) was being combined with "directed conversation" when in public, in line, or in almost any store in town- mainly fry's, food city and walmart, then recently even Sears... or, outright rude comments, i swear, if i'd had a video camera then! but of course I didn't, and those a-holes knew nobody would ever believe it, that is how they operate- it is tried and true- look it up!!
It can and IS happening, all over America, right now, to innocent, unsuspecting people.
I could have gone on, oblivious, thinking that everyone in Glendale were just assholes! And then, Marcus showed me the truth, and I did my own research. Found out that it IS happening, everywhere, and overwhelmingly, the stories are almost EXACTLY the same!
"they" are doing this "by the book" (look up brighting, gaslighting, street theatre/drama, organized stalking). What their methods do is get in your head, slowly, over time. Then, they have got in your head through their series of tried and true techniques, again, tested trained and studied since world war 1, even Hitler was doing it! There is MUCH documentation on this fact, just look it up!
Then, they have you where they want you and systematically ruin your life.
I told you guys because I don't want them to succeed. This is terrible, and it isn't fair.
The goal is to make me seem crazy- to remove my systems of moral and other support, make me lose my kids, my house, my job and my mind. BUT!!!! Knowing their goal gives me POWER, and they will not succeed. I will NOT kill myself, no matter what they try to do, because I am on to them and I KNOW I AM NOT CRAZY.
They must have got ahold of my papers, because they are in my files in my house (and they have in fact been in my house illegally, looking through our crap, look it up, research it, it is WHAT THEY DO.) and thought that I was the perfect target. But, "they" don't know what I just told you, in the above paragraphs (conversation edited and sensitive data removed), they only know what was on the paper, and it was all LIES and you know it! So, they're operating under the misconception that their efforts will effect the kind of results that they're banking on, tried and true based on the profile of me, but they formulated their profile based on misconceptions and misinformation- which is why i have not committed suicide yet. But, i did almost lose my job, and have suffered other effects of their ongoing and continued underhanded harassment. Those effects are all in their plan, not mine. Now that I know what they're up to, I can start to de-sensitize myself and LAUGH at their sorry ass attempts. This very well may be a training op for people taking HUMINT classes on (name withheld), combined with the support of the sheriff's volunteers and local shopkeepers that have been told I am on a watch list. It is so, so common.
See, just because YOU don't know, doesn't mean I am a liar or Crazy, it just means you need to do a little more research or look with an open mind. If I was crazy, I wouldn't risk telling anyone- because then everyone would know I was nuts. I am not crazy, and I need for you to know that. I don't NEED for you to know that, I just don't want you stressing out because Marcus says stuff, or Jen hangs up the phone and yells at me because she "thinks" i am being paranoid. I WISH it was just that, that would make things so easy, i could go shopping in Ross, Fry's and Walmart and not have someone pop up and signal to whoever, then go away, and have a new person pop up and tail me, and get behind me in line for whatever reason. I could pay with my credit card or debit card, instead of always having (removed for privacy) pay with cash, that I have to get way in advance just in case. I could smile at people, and like everyone around me, like a normal person.
That would be great. But they won't stop- not as long as I am in town, and maybe, not even then (according to other people who have been TI's, targeted individuals of this organized stalking). But, get this, I went shopping in Phoenix, and "they" weren't there! It was wonderful and I came back and walked on air for a couple days, what a relief to know that I can be free from them, if I go away from here. Now, being conditioned to believe they're there all the time, it took a few minutes and re-thinks every time someone got near me, but alas, it all worked out normal in that store. It was normal, they weren't there. Again, Proof that I am not imagining anything. Every time I tell mom on your phone that I am going shopping, they show up or are already there. One time, i deliberately told Jacob on my cell a bunch of places I was going, so they'd all go there. Then, I deliberately went everywhere except those places and guess what, they weren't following me! They are ROOKIES.
Now, I think I know whose is doing this and how it started, but it doesn't matter, because it won't stop until they are EXPOSED, on youtube, everywhere. Or, if there are people helping that aren't protected by a badge or LE umbrella, i.e., just plain citizens, church people or whomever- they can be sued for stalking-
Please do me a favor, humor me, click on all of these links!
http://www.webwatchernow.com/Monitoring-Software/consumer/keylogger-lnd_40off_green.html?gclid=CPyE3NaguJ0CFRQpawodMi-hjg
http://www.mightygps.com/trackingkeygps.htm
http://www.flexispy.com/
http://www.thespyphone.com/
http://www.phonespysoftware.com/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xfHbWCRy-R0
http://www.soft32.com/download_232096.html
Now tell me i'm paranoid. Please.
DON'T FEEL BAD FOR ME, JUST BELIEVE ME. AND THEN FORGET ABOUT IT-so they don't start targeting you too.
It starts out slow, with them getting a feel for you, your every move, pattern and likes/dislikes, tendencies, whatever. I believe they call that a "profile". Then, they get next to you, figure you out. (this happened with a series of random encounters, from strangers trying to talk to me- the kids were with me then and did see some of this- just ask Jacob about the weird Asian guy at the ice cream parlor.) This was in the very beginning of it all.
Then, they position their people near you when you happen to do what you normally do, where you normally go. They may use "brighting" tactics to sensitize you to their presence. look up the old "cointelpro" or red squad, cia papers- there are IN FACT training courses, given on (name withheld) that TEACH this type of behavior and it is making a huge comback- with funding from the gov't and the military to hunt down anyone that may presume a threat to the safety of our nation- or anyone else they want to screw with, usually outspoken individuals, whistleblowers, marginalized persons (welfare, gays/lesbos, single mothers, minorities, anyone who is outside of the "box").
You never know it, well some people never do. I didn't know it, until recently, when the things in the beginning started connecting to things in the present, i.e., crap from back then (that was used to profile me, or sensitize me) was being combined with "directed conversation" when in public, in line, or in almost any store in town- mainly fry's, food city and walmart, then recently even Sears... or, outright rude comments, i swear, if i'd had a video camera then! but of course I didn't, and those a-holes knew nobody would ever believe it, that is how they operate- it is tried and true- look it up!!
It can and IS happening, all over America, right now, to innocent, unsuspecting people.
I could have gone on, oblivious, thinking that everyone in Glendale were just assholes! And then, Marcus showed me the truth, and I did my own research. Found out that it IS happening, everywhere, and overwhelmingly, the stories are almost EXACTLY the same!
"they" are doing this "by the book" (look up brighting, gaslighting, street theatre/drama, organized stalking). What their methods do is get in your head, slowly, over time. Then, they have got in your head through their series of tried and true techniques, again, tested trained and studied since world war 1, even Hitler was doing it! There is MUCH documentation on this fact, just look it up!
Then, they have you where they want you and systematically ruin your life.
I told you guys because I don't want them to succeed. This is terrible, and it isn't fair.
The goal is to make me seem crazy- to remove my systems of moral and other support, make me lose my kids, my house, my job and my mind. BUT!!!! Knowing their goal gives me POWER, and they will not succeed. I will NOT kill myself, no matter what they try to do, because I am on to them and I KNOW I AM NOT CRAZY.
They must have got ahold of my papers, because they are in my files in my house (and they have in fact been in my house illegally, looking through our crap, look it up, research it, it is WHAT THEY DO.) and thought that I was the perfect target. But, "they" don't know what I just told you, in the above paragraphs (conversation edited and sensitive data removed), they only know what was on the paper, and it was all LIES and you know it! So, they're operating under the misconception that their efforts will effect the kind of results that they're banking on, tried and true based on the profile of me, but they formulated their profile based on misconceptions and misinformation- which is why i have not committed suicide yet. But, i did almost lose my job, and have suffered other effects of their ongoing and continued underhanded harassment. Those effects are all in their plan, not mine. Now that I know what they're up to, I can start to de-sensitize myself and LAUGH at their sorry ass attempts. This very well may be a training op for people taking HUMINT classes on (name withheld), combined with the support of the sheriff's volunteers and local shopkeepers that have been told I am on a watch list. It is so, so common.
See, just because YOU don't know, doesn't mean I am a liar or Crazy, it just means you need to do a little more research or look with an open mind. If I was crazy, I wouldn't risk telling anyone- because then everyone would know I was nuts. I am not crazy, and I need for you to know that. I don't NEED for you to know that, I just don't want you stressing out because Marcus says stuff, or Jen hangs up the phone and yells at me because she "thinks" i am being paranoid. I WISH it was just that, that would make things so easy, i could go shopping in Ross, Fry's and Walmart and not have someone pop up and signal to whoever, then go away, and have a new person pop up and tail me, and get behind me in line for whatever reason. I could pay with my credit card or debit card, instead of always having (removed for privacy) pay with cash, that I have to get way in advance just in case. I could smile at people, and like everyone around me, like a normal person.
That would be great. But they won't stop- not as long as I am in town, and maybe, not even then (according to other people who have been TI's, targeted individuals of this organized stalking). But, get this, I went shopping in Phoenix, and "they" weren't there! It was wonderful and I came back and walked on air for a couple days, what a relief to know that I can be free from them, if I go away from here. Now, being conditioned to believe they're there all the time, it took a few minutes and re-thinks every time someone got near me, but alas, it all worked out normal in that store. It was normal, they weren't there. Again, Proof that I am not imagining anything. Every time I tell mom on your phone that I am going shopping, they show up or are already there. One time, i deliberately told Jacob on my cell a bunch of places I was going, so they'd all go there. Then, I deliberately went everywhere except those places and guess what, they weren't following me! They are ROOKIES.
Now, I think I know whose is doing this and how it started, but it doesn't matter, because it won't stop until they are EXPOSED, on youtube, everywhere. Or, if there are people helping that aren't protected by a badge or LE umbrella, i.e., just plain citizens, church people or whomever- they can be sued for stalking-
Please do me a favor, humor me, click on all of these links!
http://www.webwatchernow.com/Monitoring-Software/consumer/keylogger-lnd_40off_green.html?gclid=CPyE3NaguJ0CFRQpawodMi-hjg
http://www.mightygps.com/trackingkeygps.htm
http://www.flexispy.com/
http://www.thespyphone.com/
http://www.phonespysoftware.com/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xfHbWCRy-R0
http://www.soft32.com/download_232096.html
Now tell me i'm paranoid. Please.
DON'T FEEL BAD FOR ME, JUST BELIEVE ME. AND THEN FORGET ABOUT IT-so they don't start targeting you too.
Insight- Reality- Paranoia-Truth
Please, take the time to go through these links, very real, and informative.
http://www.wilplantraining.co.uk/surveillance-course.htm
http://www.theabi.org.uk/training/iss-afms.htm
http://www.policeone.com/training/events/1815621-Basic-Law-Enforcement-Tracking-TS-040/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Mg2RZH0oNU&feature=player_profilepage#
http://www.youtube.com/user/victimfightingback
ABOVE IS A GIRL FROM GLENDALE, AZ, SHE'S BEEN STALKED BY "THEM"
http://www.filetransit.com/freeware.php?name=Pc_Surveillance
http://www.filetransit.com/view.php?id=56693
http://www.cointelpro2.com/
http://www.cointelpro2.com/About.html
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COINTELPRO#Methods
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COINTELPRO#Illegal_surveillance
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COINTELPRO#Range_of_targets
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COINTELPRO#Reports_that_COINTELPRO_tactics_continue
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COINTELPRO
http://www.fas.org/irp/doddir/army/wht-ppr.htm
http://www.lifescript.com/Soul/Self/Growth/10_Signs_That_You_Are_Being_Stalked.aspx?gclid=CJPU18KYtp0CFRESawodmkR8ig&trans=1&du=1&ef_id=1350:3:c_a17e33f812a9ccd7deb66fa5848f19e8_2540578145:StJwMNBbriUAAGm0RbMAAASA:20091011235424
remember- the goal is to have the TI "targeted individual" go crazy, lose everthing & kill themself (or be in prison forever).
http://forums.plentyoffish.com/usermessages.aspx?user_Id=5428355
Want more information? Go to: catch.com, stopcovertharassment.com, gangstalking.com, gangstalkingworld.com
http://covert.gpsit.com/?gclid=CPikh9-itp0CFRcjawodbzYQiA
this is what WAS in there http://www.brickhousesecurity.com/livewire-lightninggps-trackingdevice.html you can tell because
of the wire connectors behind the stereo, that were NOT there the last time I looked, and I DID look!
This is how they MIGHT be doing it now. http://www.brickhousesecurity.com/h4100.html http://www.brickhousesecurity.com/voyager-car-camera-gps-logger.html
anyone can buy them. of course, nearly impossible to find, unless you get underneath or check every nook and cranny EVERY time you go somewhere.
Either that, or just anticipating my every move, we are all very predictable you know. Don't worry, I don't
have one and would not do this to anyone at all. http://www.spysource.net/vehicletrackingsystems.htm
http://www.spysource.net/covertwiredcameras.htm
THIS CLICKS ONTO YOUR PANTS. Exactly what guy in Frys health food isle had! http://www.spysource.net/microccx.htm
this is a bigger, more bulky but better option for convincing evidence. http://www.spysource.net/policevideocameras.htm
http://www.spysource.net/policevideocameras.htm
PROOF! BLUETOOTH SURVEILLANCE http://electronics.howstuffworks.com/bluetooth-surveillance.htm
imagine for a moment if the person following you, texts their partner from across the store. Their friends gps
is set to pick up GPS and locate that phone. The last known location from where they texted, would be right next
to you if you were still standing there. The other person could come from across the store and find you, even if the
original follower was long gone and getting in line to checkout, because they saw you get the popscicles or milk, and from past
experience, you ALWAYS checkout within 3 minutes of placing those items in your shopping cart. Get it?? It's also
just plain common sense- who takes a few more rounds about the store with melting ice cream? not me. See, they don't have to
track YOUR phone, all they have to do is have one of them locate you, then send a tracking page to the other people- simple.
GOOGLE ALL OF THESE TERMS BELOW FOR THEIR TRUE DEFININTIONS, WIKIPEDIA IS A GOOD START
TACTICS involved in Predatory Gang Stalking (but NOT limited to):
Anchoring
Baiting
Brighting
Convoy
Directed Conversation
Electronic Harassment
Ghosting
Mobbing
Sensitization
Street Theater
SYNONYMS (but not limited to):
Gang Stalking, Multi Stalking, Vigilante Stalking, Group Stalking
Note: Please, spread the word about this evil plague. People (10 years old and 100 years old) are committing suicide, because NO one helped them, NO one believed them, and they had NO support system. THIS IS A GLOBAL CRIME!
http://www.wilplantraining.co.uk/surveillance-course.htm
http://www.theabi.org.uk/training/iss-afms.htm
http://www.policeone.com/training/events/1815621-Basic-Law-Enforcement-Tracking-TS-040/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Mg2RZH0oNU&feature=player_profilepage#
http://www.youtube.com/user/victimfightingback
ABOVE IS A GIRL FROM GLENDALE, AZ, SHE'S BEEN STALKED BY "THEM"
http://www.filetransit.com/freeware.php?name=Pc_Surveillance
http://www.filetransit.com/view.php?id=56693
http://www.cointelpro2.com/
http://www.cointelpro2.com/About.html
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COINTELPRO#Methods
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COINTELPRO#Illegal_surveillance
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COINTELPRO#Range_of_targets
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COINTELPRO#Reports_that_COINTELPRO_tactics_continue
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/COINTELPRO
http://www.fas.org/irp/doddir/army/wht-ppr.htm
http://www.lifescript.com/Soul/Self/Growth/10_Signs_That_You_Are_Being_Stalked.aspx?gclid=CJPU18KYtp0CFRESawodmkR8ig&trans=1&du=1&ef_id=1350:3:c_a17e33f812a9ccd7deb66fa5848f19e8_2540578145:StJwMNBbriUAAGm0RbMAAASA:20091011235424
remember- the goal is to have the TI "targeted individual" go crazy, lose everthing & kill themself (or be in prison forever).
http://forums.plentyoffish.com/usermessages.aspx?user_Id=5428355
Want more information? Go to: catch.com, stopcovertharassment.com, gangstalking.com, gangstalkingworld.com
http://covert.gpsit.com/?gclid=CPikh9-itp0CFRcjawodbzYQiA
this is what WAS in there http://www.brickhousesecurity.com/livewire-lightninggps-trackingdevice.html you can tell because
of the wire connectors behind the stereo, that were NOT there the last time I looked, and I DID look!
This is how they MIGHT be doing it now. http://www.brickhousesecurity.com/h4100.html http://www.brickhousesecurity.com/voyager-car-camera-gps-logger.html
anyone can buy them. of course, nearly impossible to find, unless you get underneath or check every nook and cranny EVERY time you go somewhere.
Either that, or just anticipating my every move, we are all very predictable you know. Don't worry, I don't
have one and would not do this to anyone at all. http://www.spysource.net/vehicletrackingsystems.htm
http://www.spysource.net/covertwiredcameras.htm
THIS CLICKS ONTO YOUR PANTS. Exactly what guy in Frys health food isle had! http://www.spysource.net/microccx.htm
this is a bigger, more bulky but better option for convincing evidence. http://www.spysource.net/policevideocameras.htm
http://www.spysource.net/policevideocameras.htm
PROOF! BLUETOOTH SURVEILLANCE http://electronics.howstuffworks.com/bluetooth-surveillance.htm
imagine for a moment if the person following you, texts their partner from across the store. Their friends gps
is set to pick up GPS and locate that phone. The last known location from where they texted, would be right next
to you if you were still standing there. The other person could come from across the store and find you, even if the
original follower was long gone and getting in line to checkout, because they saw you get the popscicles or milk, and from past
experience, you ALWAYS checkout within 3 minutes of placing those items in your shopping cart. Get it?? It's also
just plain common sense- who takes a few more rounds about the store with melting ice cream? not me. See, they don't have to
track YOUR phone, all they have to do is have one of them locate you, then send a tracking page to the other people- simple.
GOOGLE ALL OF THESE TERMS BELOW FOR THEIR TRUE DEFININTIONS, WIKIPEDIA IS A GOOD START
TACTICS involved in Predatory Gang Stalking (but NOT limited to):
Anchoring
Baiting
Brighting
Convoy
Directed Conversation
Electronic Harassment
Ghosting
Mobbing
Sensitization
Street Theater
SYNONYMS (but not limited to):
Gang Stalking, Multi Stalking, Vigilante Stalking, Group Stalking
Note: Please, spread the word about this evil plague. People (10 years old and 100 years old) are committing suicide, because NO one helped them, NO one believed them, and they had NO support system. THIS IS A GLOBAL CRIME!
10.03.2009
FREEDOM
FREEDOM OF SPEECH... CALL ANYONE AN ASSHOLE & NOT BE ARRESTED
FREEDOM OF RELIGION... YOU CAN PRAY TO GOD ANYWHERE YOU LIKE, EVEN IF YOU DON'T WANT TO GET UP ON SUNDAY TO GO SIT NEXT TO GOSSIPING HAGS IN CHURCH
FREEDOM TO ASSEMBLE (AND PRAY OR SPEAK) AND DO WHATEVER, WHENEVER, WHEREVER YOU WANT
FREEDOM TO *BUY* KEEP & BEAR- ARMS, NOT LIMBS...FIREARMS
Since when did the aforementioned "FREEDOMS" become:
IF YOU SPEAK OUT, EVEN IN YOUR OWN HOME, OR TO SOMEONE OVER THE PHONE... YOU WILL BE A TARGET.
ONCE YOU ARE A TARGET, YOU WILL BE PROVOKED TO BECOME CRIMINAL. THEY'LL PUSH AND PUSH UNTIL YOU SNAP-I.E.: OOPS?? DID I ACCIDENTALLY HURL THIS CAN OF SPAGHETTI SAUCE AT YOU IN FRONT OF EVERYONE?!?! WOW, I AM SOOOOOOOO SORRY!-hypothetical of course.
BE STRONG. YOU ARE NOT! CRAZY. THIS IS REAL. IT IS REALLY HAPPENING. DO NOT GIVE IN TO THE PROVOCATION, THAT IN ANY OTHER TOWN OR COUNTRY WOULD BE GROUNDS FOR YOU TO ENACT YOUR RIGHTS OF SELF DEFENSE, YOU ARE IN AMERICA. THERE IS NO SELF-DEFENSE.
YOU WILL BE MADE TO SEEM CRAZY, A CRIMINAL, INCARCERATED AND INSTITUTIONALIZED. MARGINALIZED.
YOU WILL BE LUCKY IF YOU EVER GET A JOB AGAIN, CAN AFFORD TO PAY YOUR BILLS AGAIN, CAN CLIMB BACK UP THE BULLSHIT SOCIAL LADDER AND EEK OUT SOME SORT OF MEANINGFUL EXISTENCE- WHEN YOUR BUSY VISITING MANDATORY P.O. APTS., PSYCH TESTING, COURT HEARINGS TO "TRY" AND GET TO SEE YOUR KIDS AGAIN- AFTER YOUR KIDS ARE GETTING MOLESTED WHILE IN STATE CUSTODY,
OR WORSE, GETTING BEATEN, GIVEN ALCOHOL & DRUGS TO QUIET THEM, AND ALSO BEING MOLESTED BECAUSE YOUR EX GOT THEM WHILE YOU WERE UNDER SCRUTINY OR LOCKED UP= FROM THEIR BULLSHIT ILLEGAL INVESTIGATION INTO YOUR BORING & LEGAL LIFE!!
FREEDOM OF RELIGION... YOU CAN PRAY TO GOD ANYWHERE YOU LIKE, EVEN IF YOU DON'T WANT TO GET UP ON SUNDAY TO GO SIT NEXT TO GOSSIPING HAGS IN CHURCH
FREEDOM TO ASSEMBLE (AND PRAY OR SPEAK) AND DO WHATEVER, WHENEVER, WHEREVER YOU WANT
FREEDOM TO *BUY* KEEP & BEAR- ARMS, NOT LIMBS...FIREARMS
Since when did the aforementioned "FREEDOMS" become:
- Say what you want, as long as it's not anything negative that will offend anyone
- Go to church= make a big deal about it- or else- you MUST be a devil worshipper! And the school (teacher and principle) will allow the kids in the cafeteria to call your kid a satan worshipper in front of everyone, while at the same time allowing the POS jehova's witness in the class to ruin the morning pledge of allegiance, christmas & every other christian holiday.
- Freedom to walk around in the mall or the grocery store, trying to buy your family food and clothes, while assholes spy on you with the (somewhat) latest mini spy cams and fancy cell phones
- Freedom to go get a gun, then be put on a WATCH LIST so that if anyone ever actually uses one, they can come have a reason to knock on YOUR door first.
IF YOU SPEAK OUT, EVEN IN YOUR OWN HOME, OR TO SOMEONE OVER THE PHONE... YOU WILL BE A TARGET.
ONCE YOU ARE A TARGET, YOU WILL BE PROVOKED TO BECOME CRIMINAL. THEY'LL PUSH AND PUSH UNTIL YOU SNAP-I.E.: OOPS?? DID I ACCIDENTALLY HURL THIS CAN OF SPAGHETTI SAUCE AT YOU IN FRONT OF EVERYONE?!?! WOW, I AM SOOOOOOOO SORRY!-hypothetical of course.
BE STRONG. YOU ARE NOT! CRAZY. THIS IS REAL. IT IS REALLY HAPPENING. DO NOT GIVE IN TO THE PROVOCATION, THAT IN ANY OTHER TOWN OR COUNTRY WOULD BE GROUNDS FOR YOU TO ENACT YOUR RIGHTS OF SELF DEFENSE, YOU ARE IN AMERICA. THERE IS NO SELF-DEFENSE.
YOU WILL BE MADE TO SEEM CRAZY, A CRIMINAL, INCARCERATED AND INSTITUTIONALIZED. MARGINALIZED.
YOU WILL BE LUCKY IF YOU EVER GET A JOB AGAIN, CAN AFFORD TO PAY YOUR BILLS AGAIN, CAN CLIMB BACK UP THE BULLSHIT SOCIAL LADDER AND EEK OUT SOME SORT OF MEANINGFUL EXISTENCE- WHEN YOUR BUSY VISITING MANDATORY P.O. APTS., PSYCH TESTING, COURT HEARINGS TO "TRY" AND GET TO SEE YOUR KIDS AGAIN- AFTER YOUR KIDS ARE GETTING MOLESTED WHILE IN STATE CUSTODY,
OR WORSE, GETTING BEATEN, GIVEN ALCOHOL & DRUGS TO QUIET THEM, AND ALSO BEING MOLESTED BECAUSE YOUR EX GOT THEM WHILE YOU WERE UNDER SCRUTINY OR LOCKED UP= FROM THEIR BULLSHIT ILLEGAL INVESTIGATION INTO YOUR BORING & LEGAL LIFE!!
WHO ARE THEY?!?
I've met with 2 attorneys now, and neither one of them actually believe that any sort of law enforcement would partake in such a lengthy and costly investigation, especially since am doing nothing wrong!! .... Ditto. Normally, in a normal town, in a normal county, this would NOT be happening! They'd never do this, or get away with doing this where I came from. This level of deceit and corruption could only occur in bum-fricked egypt- aka where I live now.
The attorney's said that maybe AN ex hired some "piece of shit" private investigator to follow around, maybe they're trying to get the kids. (but then why would there be SO many of them?!?, and why would they be concerned with what groceries was buying?!?) Novel idea, yet neither of the ex's give a flying crap what am doing, as long as I'm not coming after them for money- and am not. Nope, not the ex's, though that would be the most logical choice.
However, down here in bum-fricked egypt, it's real easy to make enemies.
There is NOTHING to do here, except gossip and pretend your perfect. If you say anything, I mean anything at all about anyone, they will twist it, taint it, and by the time it gets back to you (if you are fortunate to even know who hates you) nothing is what it started as. Like the old telephone game. This place is like a giant high school. I have made many the enemy trying to stand up to these assholes. This place is full of assholes, and they're far and wide.
List of places that assholes dwell:
For some reason I am really good at pissing people off. It is a gift I guess, but likewise, I am just as good at making people happy- when I feel like it. It's got to be this place. This place, with nothing to do, and nobody really worth knowing (that isn't putting on a facade so as to not be targeted in this shitty hole of a town) or worth trusting. I have found this out the hard way, way too many times already, and it's only been 3 years. My cousin moved down here too, and some friends of his said- Dude: be careful who you talk to & what you say. It's just like "that" down here.
Wow, guess I didn't get the MEMO.
The attorney's said that maybe AN ex hired some "piece of shit" private investigator to follow around, maybe they're trying to get the kids. (but then why would there be SO many of them?!?, and why would they be concerned with what groceries was buying?!?) Novel idea, yet neither of the ex's give a flying crap what am doing, as long as I'm not coming after them for money- and am not. Nope, not the ex's, though that would be the most logical choice.
However, down here in bum-fricked egypt, it's real easy to make enemies.
There is NOTHING to do here, except gossip and pretend your perfect. If you say anything, I mean anything at all about anyone, they will twist it, taint it, and by the time it gets back to you (if you are fortunate to even know who hates you) nothing is what it started as. Like the old telephone game. This place is like a giant high school. I have made many the enemy trying to stand up to these assholes. This place is full of assholes, and they're far and wide.
List of places that assholes dwell:
- public schools (principals, teacher's whose husbands are sheriffs deputies)
- businesses (office supply stores where the owner is defrauding the DoD and whose wife runs the hospital, and 1/2 of their business is from 1. the hospital and 2. the D0D)
- law enforcement (who don't know the difference between a gang tattoo and a normal got drunk one night in vegas and let a hot chick with a nice rack tat me up with gay ass rainbow & ocean wave tats on my right bicep for all the world to see)
- neighbors & church (obviously, neighbors that run the church and are friends with the corrupt business owners who are married to the bored law enforcement that tell people when they can go see their kids or grand-kids at public school)
- Military - nuff said
- any combination of the above, and then some.
For some reason I am really good at pissing people off. It is a gift I guess, but likewise, I am just as good at making people happy- when I feel like it. It's got to be this place. This place, with nothing to do, and nobody really worth knowing (that isn't putting on a facade so as to not be targeted in this shitty hole of a town) or worth trusting. I have found this out the hard way, way too many times already, and it's only been 3 years. My cousin moved down here too, and some friends of his said- Dude: be careful who you talk to & what you say. It's just like "that" down here.
Wow, guess I didn't get the MEMO.
9.16.2009
Grocery Store
Well, they're at it again. I thought they'd backed off because I threatened to take pictures of them in public.
Nope.
Just yesterday in the grocery store, I wasn't in there but 5 minutes when I noticed them. They were hanging around the fruits & veggies, and strategically planted throughout the store. They ALL had cellphones, or bluetooth headsets & also a handheld cell phone. Some of them looked like plainclothes, the others looked like volunteers.
I used to shop at a different store, but because that is where people like them shop naturally, it was harder to pick out the plants from the shoppers. In the new store I shop at now, it is mainly a hispanic oriented grocery, and it is usually not crowded, well lit, no fancy end caps or isles clogged with promotions, etc. They stick out like sore thumbs in there!!
So, I followed THEM around after I noticed them watching me... Then, I went to the checkout- they one by one came over there too. Most of them went into the lanes directly on either side of where they thought I was going to go... even though the lines weren't any shorter. I noticed that a couple of them were hanging back, waiting to be sure which line I'd go through, so that they could get in behind me- as they always do.
I left my cart right next to the line, and walked across back toward the fruit!! They were looking around, trying to track me, having already given each other the go ahead on their phones, or with signals I didn't see. They were so confused, it was hilarious.
SO I deliberately lingered about in random isles, playing a sort of peek a boo with the remaining agents all around the store. Now meanwhile, the other plants who were already in lane were virtually forced to check out with the items they'd already loaded on the belt!
HA HA! 4 down. 4 to go!
I gathered a couple more items and went back to my cart. The rest of the agents & volunteers ran over to get next to me. Again I pulled my cart away and went and did more shopping!! I waited by the end caps, pretending to look at all things, Masa paste and chicharrones! I have never bought chicarrones! I heard one of the agents, he actually had the whole Miami Vice thing going on with the perv shirt & gold chain... he said into his watch or his phone, I couldn't tell... "I think something tipped her off- let's get out of here."
I'm too busy trying to not appear suspicious to the store clerks, but already, my odd behavior has attracted the attention of one clerk- who was looking my way when I was peering over the cheetos by the exit, trying to see where the first batch of 4 people went to when they went into the parking lot! I couldn't tell where in the hell they went, because I glanced over to the right and the clerk was looking at me all weird- I thought he was going to call the cops & he started giving me dirty looks! I never act like this, but today, I just couldn't help myself.
So now the last batch is checking out- and off they go, one by one, looking puzzled, nervous and looking thoroughly like cats that ate the canary!!
I went up and got in line, for real this time, with my son's popsicles... and paid for 55.00 of groceries- with CASH. The clerk knew what they were up to, I've never seen this lady smile, ever. She is a real bitch. Not today! She was fricken smiling from ear to ear, so nervous I think she was going to shit! Damnit, she paid in cash, now we can't confirm her identity- ARgh!?!?!
Ah hah. Another wasted stake-out! Until next time.
Nope.
Just yesterday in the grocery store, I wasn't in there but 5 minutes when I noticed them. They were hanging around the fruits & veggies, and strategically planted throughout the store. They ALL had cellphones, or bluetooth headsets & also a handheld cell phone. Some of them looked like plainclothes, the others looked like volunteers.
I used to shop at a different store, but because that is where people like them shop naturally, it was harder to pick out the plants from the shoppers. In the new store I shop at now, it is mainly a hispanic oriented grocery, and it is usually not crowded, well lit, no fancy end caps or isles clogged with promotions, etc. They stick out like sore thumbs in there!!
So, I followed THEM around after I noticed them watching me... Then, I went to the checkout- they one by one came over there too. Most of them went into the lanes directly on either side of where they thought I was going to go... even though the lines weren't any shorter. I noticed that a couple of them were hanging back, waiting to be sure which line I'd go through, so that they could get in behind me- as they always do.
I left my cart right next to the line, and walked across back toward the fruit!! They were looking around, trying to track me, having already given each other the go ahead on their phones, or with signals I didn't see. They were so confused, it was hilarious.
SO I deliberately lingered about in random isles, playing a sort of peek a boo with the remaining agents all around the store. Now meanwhile, the other plants who were already in lane were virtually forced to check out with the items they'd already loaded on the belt!
HA HA! 4 down. 4 to go!
I gathered a couple more items and went back to my cart. The rest of the agents & volunteers ran over to get next to me. Again I pulled my cart away and went and did more shopping!! I waited by the end caps, pretending to look at all things, Masa paste and chicharrones! I have never bought chicarrones! I heard one of the agents, he actually had the whole Miami Vice thing going on with the perv shirt & gold chain... he said into his watch or his phone, I couldn't tell... "I think something tipped her off- let's get out of here."
I'm too busy trying to not appear suspicious to the store clerks, but already, my odd behavior has attracted the attention of one clerk- who was looking my way when I was peering over the cheetos by the exit, trying to see where the first batch of 4 people went to when they went into the parking lot! I couldn't tell where in the hell they went, because I glanced over to the right and the clerk was looking at me all weird- I thought he was going to call the cops & he started giving me dirty looks! I never act like this, but today, I just couldn't help myself.
So now the last batch is checking out- and off they go, one by one, looking puzzled, nervous and looking thoroughly like cats that ate the canary!!
I went up and got in line, for real this time, with my son's popsicles... and paid for 55.00 of groceries- with CASH. The clerk knew what they were up to, I've never seen this lady smile, ever. She is a real bitch. Not today! She was fricken smiling from ear to ear, so nervous I think she was going to shit! Damnit, she paid in cash, now we can't confirm her identity- ARgh!?!?!
Ah hah. Another wasted stake-out! Until next time.
8.31.2009
stay calm...
Looking back, I remember talking about people being rude to me and what not. I have even said things, bad things, like, I am going to cut them if they get too close, let me put my foot in their A**, etc. in times of weakness. Remember, I just recently found out what they've been doing to me for over 2 years. It's been a very long time of frustration, anger, everything that they'd hoped to accomplish- except my suicide.
Once in awhile, if I made a threat... I'd hear a voice say..."IS THAT A THREAT?!?" out of the thin blue sky.
This leads me to believe that they have planted "spies" in amongst my neighbors. Oh, how I wish I could hurt them how they've tried to hurt me! But, I will remain calm, despite my human-ness and natural reactions. I will be very calm, and laugh in the face of such torment. I will smile, and LAUGH at them!
Once in awhile, if I made a threat... I'd hear a voice say..."IS THAT A THREAT?!?" out of the thin blue sky.
This leads me to believe that they have planted "spies" in amongst my neighbors. Oh, how I wish I could hurt them how they've tried to hurt me! But, I will remain calm, despite my human-ness and natural reactions. I will be very calm, and laugh in the face of such torment. I will smile, and LAUGH at them!
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